Life's on the up!

So.....just finished four days of work at euroworld.......best place I have EVER worked. If the work wasn't so hard, I'd do it all the time, because the atmosphere there is brilliant-and I mean that, despite two women, (you know who you are, Im not going to name and shame you just yet) who seem to blame me for everything. Including when im not in the room or not paying attention. Its nice, though, to have a place where the abilities you learn in school(ie elastic band warfare) finally come into play:P

But news........I have a job interview tomorrow! Shock horror! Three weeks of searching and one interview............which will probably come to nothing anyway.

However this last week has put me in a better place than my last post. Getting out the house and earning some money has cheered me up no end. and on that note I must apologise......

My last post was incredibly emo-y and I shall never post anything like that again. I am determined to delete all records of it, so you probably wont know what im talking about if you read this. I still need to apologise though. It was that awful.

But I have also thought of a project to fill my otherwise empty hours-when I was coming back from work with dad(being an anti-social bastard and listening to my ipod) , realise I have so many albums that I've bought for just one track, and never bothered listening to the rest of the album......next time I'm free, I'll think i'll listen to one or two.....who knows, I might even blog about it....

Before I finish up for the night in anticipation of my interview tomorrow, I thought id also put in something I found. as you might know, my sign off thingy I use I've piked from an online comic called looking for group, and it never fails to make me laugh(on the rare chance you are reading this, please dont sue guys.....please)I would thoroughly recommend it to anyone

They put up a design for a blanket on the website.......I think I want it tattooed on me......

(check it out at the top:))

--For Pony--

(Trust me)

So its been a while since I posted. And while I realise there's a chance no-one will read them, I still feel kinda guilty.

So the past few weeks have been has been a bit of an up and (mostly) down experience.

The high points have been fairly good-I mean my bro's got engaged and we had a nice meal which I actually managed to enjoy without being too down. Always good.

But I have spent most of the time feeling sorry for myself, in general-I mean, im 20-Im single, live at home and am unemployed. Woo. So ive kinda tried to ignore it and do anything to distract myself, in particular by searching for a job. In a period of economic crisis. Yes im a genius. But I have managed to sign up for the dole. Ill even get it in about 3 weeks. I say again, woo.

Its the small things that are getting me through. I seem to have taken over the dog walking responsibilities, which means I can spend up to an hour walking with my ipod on. Or spend hours reading books or playing on the ps2. Other people would look down on me as some kinda nerd for doing this-it's been done before. When I shut myself away like this, people don't realise that im using this to escape from what I may not want to face. Saying that, I have noticed that Mum seems to notice. How do mothers always know?

Anyway, tom we pick up my stuff from the pool, and close the door on that part of my life a little more.

So here I sit, watching Kerrang's top 100 rock videos, waiting for tom and trying to distract myself from everything...............

..........wonder if I could change my name by deed poll to November Rain..............

--For Pony--